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Thursday, May 17, 2007 5:53 PM
got back my results tday .got back comb chem , chinese , ss , art nd physics results tday .
started w art , after mr jay lim's critic on my artpiece , i felt that im perharps not the cut for art .
after that it was comb chem , got an overall of 63 . rather sastified cos i flunk ALL my class tests .
then it was chinese , saw a big huge 59 nd tadah , my heart sank .
next was physics , saw my paper , 45/65 , i was tahan-ing till i reach th toilet .
i was asking miss chow for permission luh , then i ask alr she havent answ then i walk off ,
then she call me go back , and she said , i got say yes meh ? tears have alr reached the brim of my eyes .
finally , she said yes , you may . RAN to the toilet , flung open the door nd started crying like a crybaby .
it was the poorest result for physics . the subject which i have confidence in ..
i was super ultra sad luh ! then mr teo came in to relief for ss .
told him i wasnt sastified w my physics results AT ALL ! NOT AT ALL ! he said tht he thinks tht my results
was quite okay . HAHA . you call this OKAY ? NO , NOT AT ALL ! yes , ive gt high expectations of myself .
its because you guys dont knw how i feel okay . when i knew that i was gg to 3e5 , i was devastated .
i felt like a good-for-nothing . and on top of that , my other bestfriends are in like better classes nd it makes
me feel like so inferior compared to em' . the feeling aint good at all !
now that ive only got 6 subjects , i have to score well on all 6 if not it will be like a BYEBYE okay !
seeing my results , i seriously dont knw how can i still smile please !
urgh ! alright , maybe im applying for POA .
getting tuition frm xinen's dad nd taking the exams as a private candidate outside school .
hais . oh ya , forgt to mention about my ss , gt 21 out of 30 .
ss was still alright i guess . yeaps . getting eng pp one tmrw .
hope i get some passable marks (:
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